Day 163

Thoughts: This photo sums it up...we are a vaccine - nation.

Today’s blog is a long one, and this is how it will go:

1. What: Immigration required me to have 2 immunizations and I got a dose of mercury today
2. What is in the vaccinations? And why do we have to get them?
3. What is mercury? Vaccine – nation causing autism
4. Making choices from fear. The power of fear to herd sheeple into vaccine injections is simply amazing
5. Meet mia who has never had shot or artificial drug in her 14 years on earth: and never been sick...
6. Back to human 'beings' and not human machines. How to detox the heavy metals out of your body
7. The challenge ahead AVATAR vs MACHINE

My friend Diana said today "It's beginning to look like a sci-fi movie". It's not beginning, it is a sci-fi movie now. Today I got jabbed with mercury. And I had no choice yet I chose it. For me to stay living in USA as part of the requirements of the immigration to become a resident I have to get the MMR (Measles, mumps, and rubella) and tetanus vaccination.

You would think this is a reasonable request of me since I want to live here right? However what is actually IN these shots is something every human being should have a choice to ingest or not.

The doctor warned me before the shot, “If you get pregnant in the next 3 months you WILL have to get an abortion.” “What? Why?” I asked and he replied “Because the baby could be born blind, deaf, with autism, deformed, have heart disease, brain damage and 'other serious problems”...hmmm like what other ‘serious problems’ could possibly be missing from that list? And if this vaccine has the potential to do this to a baby, imagine what it is doing to me, and my body, right now. And if I got pregnant in 4 months, the stuff is still in my system, what if my baby comes out autistic then? Can I sue?

I wondered what exactly is in the immunisation that has the potential to do these things and why on earth I SHOULD be inserting them into my blood stream. So I asked for some information on the shots and what is in them. They found a handout in a file and gave it to me and I read “There are very small risks that serious problems, even death, could occur after getting a vaccine.” Death is a small risk??? huh!!!! Then they go on to say that some severe problems that may occur after the shot like 1) a serious allergic reaction (my friend Diana who is allergic to mercury said this amount of dose that I had probably would have killed her)
2) low number of platelets (a type of blood cell) that can lead to bleeding problems. This is almost always temporary.
3) Long seizures, decreased consciousness, or coma.
None of them sound like a risk worth taking. Yet I did. Welcome to a vaccine –nation.

THEN it goes on to say, ‘problems following the MMR are much less common after the second dose.’ Yes I'm sure it is, the body is already laced in mercury so has an easier time settling in the second time! And there was no list of ingredients and what the shots are made up of so how I find out? Hopefully by a company that I can trust, say like the FDA who are the US Food and Drug Administration. Yep they are ugly words, get used to them. They have been rolling around in my head now for 8 years, since the first moment I learnt about them reading them in the MASSIVELY controversial book “What they don’t want you to know” by Kevin Trudeau. Yes I do write biased more so than just factually, and we all think that for something to be true it has to be ‘factly’. Well screw that, why can’t we read things today that scream the truth? ‘No we should stick to the facts, give me facts give me proof, give me scientific proof and THEN I will believe it but for now these words just sound like a few poetic thoughts by a silly passionate human being’ is the usual sceptical conversation whirling around in one’s head. Even now I am writing this, doing this, and a little thought in my head is saying ‘no don’t spend time on this, I need to do other things ...things like...bla bla and bla bla ... machine stuff!!! That is the machine pulling me out of the divine moment. Yes this moment is divine. I wonder if any human beings on planet live that for a long period of time. Me, I am in and out of it. I am in it and then the machine pulls me back to the machine, back to low vibrations and the human machines. It is so strong, this human machine. Why is it so strong? I will tell you why and that’s because the MAJORITY OF HUMAN BEINGS are actually HUMAN MACHINES so of course there is a stronger pull. A world that is utterly mechanical.

So how can we find out what’s in these vaccinations? Who do we trust for the truth? The FDA hopefully, whose tagline is ‘protecting and promoting your health’ and who are in the past few weeks redesigning their websites. If you are a frequent visitor to these sites as I am, you will find that direct links to important information, such as vaccine manufacturers’ package inserts, which provide a wealth more information on possible side effects, are harder to find than they used to be. So I got onto their website today and I felt stuck in the sci-fi movie when I read “Vaccines, as with all products regulated by FDA, undergo a rigorous review of laboratory and clinical data to ensure the safety, efficacy, purity and potency of these products.” Then I find it....VACCINES...and they admit to putting thimerosal and preservatives are in vaccines. Thimerosal is a mercury-containing organic compound (an organomercurial). Since the 1930s, it has been widely used as a preservative in a number of biological and drug products and over the past several years, and then the FDA claim to be “because of an increasing awareness of the theoretical potential for neurotoxicity and because of the increased number of thimerosal containing vaccines that had been added to the infant immunization schedule, concerns about the use of thimerosal in vaccines and other products have been raised. Indeed, because of these concerns, the Food and Drug Administration has worked with, and continues to work with, vaccine manufacturers to reduce or eliminate thimerosal from vaccines. Thimerosal has been removed from or reduced to trace amounts in all vaccines routinely recommended for children 6 years of age and younger, with the exception of inactivated influenza vaccine.” So in other words...yes they are still using thimerosal in vaccinations. And then they admit to putting preservatives in the vaccines in case the ‘vaccine is accidentally contaminated.’ I thought that was hilarious! Don’t they mean the whole vaccination is actually contaminated with poison?!

They include this information because they have been sued in the past. There are now at least six published legal or scientific cases of children regressing into autistic spectrum disorder following vaccination and more than 1,300 cases of vaccine injuries have been paid out in vaccine court, in which the court ruled that childhood immunizations caused encephalopathy (brain disease), encephalitis (brain swelling) or seizure disorders. Encephalopathy or encephalitis are found in most if not all ASD cases, and seizure disorders in about a third of them. If they cover themselves and say they use thimerosal and preservatives then they cannot be sued for denying they use these things. The proof is there people. All we need to do is look.



Mercury is a chemical element and heavy, silvery d-block metal and is mostly obtained by reduction from cinnabar. Cinnabar is highly toxic by ingestion or inhalation of the dust (or injection from an immunization). Mercury was found in Egyptian tombs that date from 1500 BC. One of China's emperors, Qín Shǐ Huáng Dì — allegedly buried in a tomb that contained rivers of flowing mercury on a model of the land he ruled, representative of the rivers of China — was killed by drinking a mercury and powdered jade mixture (causing liver failure, poisoning, and brain death) intended to give him eternal life. The Romans used it in cosmetics which sometimes deformed the face.

"Since the beginning of laboratory investigation of vaccines,researchers have known that immune system dysfunction can follow vaccination." Harold Buttram, MD and John Chriss Hoffman

Mercury settles in the soft tissues of the body. It settles straight in the brain. Causing brain damage and autism. A child is diagnosed about every 20 minutes. Every day 60 American families are told they have a child with autism. In the last 20 years there has been an increase in the diagnosis of autism in pockets around the world, which cannot be explained by genetics alone, nor can this increase be secondary to only increased awareness.



Autism is a syndrome characterized by impairments in social relatedness, language and communication, a need for routine and sameness, abnormal movements, and sensory dysfunction. Mercury (Hg) is a toxic metal that can exist as a pure element or in a variety of inorganic and organic forms and can cause immune, sensory, neurological, motor, and behavioral dysfunctions similar to traits defining or associated with autism. Thimerosal, a preservative frequently added to childhood vaccines, has become a major source of Hg in human infants and toddlers. According to the FDA and the American Academy of Pediatricians, fully vaccinated children now receive, within their first two years, Hg levels that exceed safety limits established by the FDA and other supervisory agencies.

Importantly, the timings of vaccinal Hg-exposure and its latency period coincide with the emergence of autistic-symptoms in specific children. Moreover, excessive mercury has been detected in urine, hair, and blood samples from autistic children; and parental reports, though limited at this date, indicate significant improvement in symptoms subsequent to heavy-metal chelation therapy.

“If you look at the vaccine schedule (www.generationrescue.com ) the vaccines that you received in 1983 were ten. Today they’re thirty-six. Thirty-six vaccinations compared to ten back in the day. A lot of these kids seem to be born with a little bit of an auto-immune problem.” Says Jenny McCarthy, Jim Carey’s partner and a mother of a boy who had autism. Jenny detoxed her boy back to ‘being normal’ and then wrote a book on how to cure your children with autism.



So why are they using mercury in vaccinations? “Because it is the cheapest preservative. These are the most toxic neurotoxins on the face of the planet… plutonium, and then number two is mercury. We still have mercury in these shots because it’s very, very cheap. They can completely use something else, but they won’t make as much of a profit.”

“Once these kids start getting vaccinations basically their immune system shuts down. After the toxic levels that they pick up in the air, water, vaccines… it kind of really deregulates the immune system. Once that happens, these kids are getting ear infection after ear infection. You can ask any mother of a child with autism if they had countless ear infections and they’ll say yes. Then the doctors give repeated antibiotics.“

And then the pharmaceutical companies are making money off selling anti-biotic and medicines for ear infections. It really is a smart smart smart money making scheme.
Oh but there is hope they say, read the study that most doctors rely on to validate their notion that mercury in vaccines causes no harm. The study, of course was co-authored by an employee of GlaxoSmithKline, one of the largest makers of vaccines in the world.

MAKING CHOICES from FEAR. That whole swine flu and vaccination was a hoax, just ANOTHER excuse for them to pump stuff into you. If you did get that shot, you got it out of fear. A fear that 'they' created in you. Smart marketting. When other people around the world get sick, it is perfect marketing for them. Don't you see how they use that to create a fear in you and you think you MUST have that product; you MUST have the shot so that you don't get sick and die. The vaccine production was "rushed" and the vaccine has never been tested on humans and was even said “could actually increase your risk of death from swine flu by altering (or suppressing) your immune system response.

And guess what they don’t care if you die! Even if the swine flu vaccine kills you, the drug companies aren't responsible. The U.S. government has granted drug companies complete immunity against vaccine product liability. Thanks to that blanket immunity, drug companies have no incentive to make safe vaccines, because they only get paid based on quantity, not safety (zero liability). Do you like to play guinea pig for Big Pharma? If so, line up for your next vaccine...

About 80% of all flu shots distributed in the United States contain amercury-based preservative called thimerosal. Thimerosal consists of49.6% ethyl mercury, an anti-bacterial, anti-fungal that allows manufacturers to sell the vaccine in large, multi-dose containers without fear of contamination. A typical flu shot contains 25 micrograms - or 50,000 parts per billion - of mercury. The EPA classifies a liquid with 200 parts per billion of mercury as hazardous waste. The limit for drinking water is 2 parts per billion. Using the standards set for the kind of mercury in fish, an average 130-poundperson getting the flu shot would exceed the daily limit by more than four times. A 22-pound baby would get more than 25 times the amount of mercury considered safe. Doctors are recommending many babies and children get two flu shots this season.

The power of fear to herd sheeple into vaccine injections is simply amazing...

They don’t want us to know that if our body is in an alkaline state, that is that we are actually present in our bodies, at home, then no disease and sickness can get in. We are going away from our natural human intuitions and heading towards vaccinations – vaccine nation.

I know we are capable of trusting ourselves and our bodies, we are forgetting what it is to be a human ‘being’, we are becoming human MACHINES. We are stripping ourselves the natural ability to heal ourselves. We are making choices from fear. Any choice made from fear is made from a skewed perspective and would be unproductive and unstable. Rather than building on this unstable foundation created by fear, it was more important that we ask ourselves what are our key values? What are the truths at our inner inner core. Our bones.

Dr Mercola says “Processes of the body are to be trusted, not feared, and an underlying confidence for healing and proper function is emphasized. Hippocrates, the father of medicine, summed up the heart of this perspective well: “Humans are created to be healthy as long as they are whole: body, mind, spirit. People are characterized by self-healing properties that come from within -- an innate healing force. Perfect health and harmony is the normal state for all life.”

Mia De Palma has never had a vaccination or artificial drug in her 14 years on earth! She certainly is a rare species and I was honoured to chat to her about vaccine – nation. She said “Everyone should have access to the information and resources that will enable them to be fully healthy and fit and my philosophy on humans is that each individual human being should work towards the greater good of human kind and the environment in with we live. I think that everyone should have full rights and be able to voice their opinion to make a difference in the world without all the greedy people trying to take control and make the world only about themselves." What she’s really saying when she says we is I, and damn right I should have full rights and be able to voic3 my opinion to make a difference in the world. Unfortunately onions like mine are hard to get heard these days.



“When I was a kid my father was always doing different things (it was her father Barnaby who fought the authorities and refused them giving her shots), when I was very young I don't think I had a great understanding, but I always knew roughly, it wasn't until the last couple of years that I started understanding properly.
Now, I wouldn’t have an immunization if I could avoid it, I mean every year they do immunisations at school but I never get them. I don't really see the point if I've been healthy this far, and I know that my dad has the knowledge to help my get better anyway.

I have never been really sick, whenever I was sick it would only last for a day and a lot of the time it was not serious at all, just my trying to get out of school for the day, I can remember the last three times I have thrown up, last September I went to Spain and I threw up on my first night, at the end of 2006 I went to the US with my parents and I threw up while we were in Vegas, and then the time before that was when I was like 7 and I ate a rotten hard boiled egg, so I would say I have mostly experienced very good health in my life.

haha, when I get headaches I drink water until I feel like I’ll burst if I drink anymore and I try not to eat or drink anything harmful, I certainly don't take pain killers which don't even solve the problem just cover it up.

I think that these days everyone looks for the easy option when it comes to food, or the quicker option, or the cheaper option, or the 'yummier' option, which means that so many people aren't eating properly, and a lot of people have different perceptions of healthy, and some people just don't care at all, its' all about money and not about health, people put preservatives in things so that they can last longer so that they can make more money. I think it's really stupid.

I think that forced immunisation is like anything that is forced, I think that it goes against human rights to make somebody do something that they don't want to do to their body, I think that it's sick in a way, and I would be so angry if someone tried to force me to be immunised!
No, I don't think I will immunise my children, because I believe that there are more natural ways to prevent sickness

Can I get Mercury out of the body? Mercury is less readily eliminated from the body as it settles in the soft tissues. The brain. AND yes we absolutely can detox the heavy metals out of our system by taking or drinking lots of Sea Vegies & Wheat Grass, Eat lots of Leavfy Greens, Sea Greens,& Carrot Juice. DO NOT go on a Liquid Fast...They enter the bloodstream to fast and heavy for the body to handle,& can poison you even more. Eat Organic Brown Rice and/or Millet...They help soak up & release heavy metals in your body. Get your body to an alkaline state, so that nothing foreign can survive in your perfect organic body. Do not eat Fried Foods,Red Meats,Dairy products,Heavy Fats,Surary Foods,Caffeine,& tap water. The good thing is that I eat what nature intended me to eat, and therefore know I can flush this poison out. If you have ever had a Tetanus shot or a MMR (measles, mumps and rubella vaccine) it is very likely that it is still in your system. And if you have had a baby in that time it is in their system. The doctors will argue this I'm sure. And I bet they encourage you to get your baby immunised. Because the government tells them what to do and they do it. There is also a meavy metal foot cleanse that you can do, they cost around $30 and draw out all the heavy metal toxins from your feet until the water is black and frothy with goo. You can also get a colonic to remove the toxins from your bowel.

"The greatest threat of childhood diseases lies in the
dangerous and ineffective efforts made to prevent them."
Robert Mendelsohn, MD

“Vaccination subdues one disease, only increases others.”
Herbert Spencer in "History of Epidemics in Great Britain"

"Vaccination is an illogical practice and may be the underlying cause of illnesses such as cancer.

Disorders of the immune system often occur as a consequence
of the after-effects of receiving viral vaccines, presumably related to the cell
associated immunity responses, where a graft rejection type phenomena may occur."
Dr Eva Snead, "Some Call it AIDS, I Call It Murder", 1992 mercola.com

Links
www.naturalcures.com
Should you vaccine your child? http://www.generationrescue.com/vaccines
Moms Against Mercury http://www.momsagainstmercury.org
http://www.revlu.com/vac.htm
http://blogs.mercola.com/sites/vitalvotes/archive/2010/02/05/despite-lancet-retraction-the-vaccineautism-controversy-remains.aspx
www.mercola.com
http://vaccines.mercola.com/
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mercury_(element)
Moms Against Mercury is a non profit 501(c)(3) organization located in the mountains of Western North Carolina. MAM is dedicated to raising awareness while educating the public of the dangerous use of Thimerosal, a mercury based preservative, used in vaccines and the flu shot
An extensive selection of documentation on medical research on mercury poisoning. And This Site is more MainStream Media:These Facts are from JS Online ( jsonline.com/news/29295284.html) "Mercury causes tremendous damage to the brain," said Paul King, scientific adviser for the Coalition for Mercury-Free Drugs.
Autism: A Unique Type of Mercury Poisoning

Supporting Organizations:
Generation Rescue TACA-Chicago Chapter World Mercury Project Illinois Vaccine Awareness Coalition Prairie Collaborative NAA Chicago Metro National Autism Association Jigsaw Health The Alan D. Clark, M.D. Memorial Research Foundation NoMercury We Belong, Inc Uniformed Consent CoMeD, TN4SaferVaccines, ARROW- Autism Recovery Resources of Washington Maryland Autism Recovery Coalition, MercuryFreeMaryland, ACHAMP, Schafer Autism Report, EOH Yahoo Board, Foundation For Autism Information and Research

Challenges: This is the challenge. Up against the big dollars and the big machine. The BIGGEST in the world? And when I sat there and let them pump my arm full of mercury I was responsible for the millions of autistic kid in the world...I was responsible for all the birth defects....I was also responsible for the sickness and disease...I am supporting the FDA...and when I got home I sobbed and sobbed..... And I got that if I don’t take action for this, then I am responsible.

Triumphs: I have a choice.

What I ate today:

Breakfast: A glass of warm water with lemon squeezed in it. A beet, carrot, celery and ginger juice. A shot of mercury. Raw green beans.

Lunch: 4 nectarines. Raw cauliflower. Avocado with walnuts. A mango.

Dinner: Sprouts, adzuki beans, mung beans, green lentils, red lentils and green peas. With avocado.

Dessert: Chocolate balls with peanut butter!

Snacks: Chocolate balls with peanut butter! 2 nectarines.

Recipe: Chocolate balls recipe on blog Day 115

Exercise: Dancing to one of my favourite bands... Travis! Love dancing.

202 days to go!!!